Friday, January 30, 2009

Security Item?

Kynnedy has this cute tag blanket that has her name on it and everything and it is pink, so what has she been attached to for the past few weeks? A Hammer! What is that, Kyler was being so nice one day that he offered to share his toys with Kynnedy, but he still reminds me that it is his toy not hers!
So last night I try to tear it out of her hands so I could put her in her crib, nope she would wake up everytime I tried to.
Crazy, but cute! :)

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

My Past 2 Weeks!

So since Kynnedy had her six month shots, she hasn't been happy at all. She has had a fever, crabby you name it! Which makes mom really stressed out when Kyler only wants me and so does Kynnedy. When dad wants to take over the kids still don't want him which makes it hard on both of us, but we all know when your babies are sick mom is the only one that can make things feel better! Which I have been really crabby, I'm sure nobody wants to be around me (which I really appologize for), but one day it would be nice to have someone else in my shoes! They would crap, get up at 5, get yourself and 2 kids ready for daycare, drive 1/2 hour to drop them off, then drive a hour to work, work for 8 hours, then drive another hour home, pick 2 kids up, get home at 6 p.m. to cook dinner, clean up, do laundry, get kids baths and ready for bed. Try to do some laundry and what time do you get to sit and enjoy your kids? (okay I think I got the out of my system).

So last week took Kyler to Cardinal Glennon for his kidney stone tests. Then rush to Sunset Hills to take both kids to the doctor for doctor appointments for the thought of us going to Kansas City over last weekend to find out that Kyler has a sinus infection, and Kynnedy has an ear infection! Great crabby kids for the weekend with a long drive! So we decide not to go this weekend for Kynnedy had been running a fever of 102 for almost a week and still wasn't any better. So I was off on Tuesday, went in late on Wednesday and then was off on Friday. Calling the doctors office to see if there was something else besides the z-pack they can do for my poor baby girl that looked and felt horrible! NO nothing want to wait it out since it would be in her system for 10 days. So all weekend fever had the thought in the back of my head that she was just teething not feeling good. If she wasn't sitting on my lap, attached to me or sleeping she was crying! Really being stressed out with no alone time to even cry to think I would make myself feel better, or even trying to do something for myself except I have now learned how to play guitar hero while holding a kid! That's something! Huh? Actually no, but feel like I accomplished something.

So Monday all excited knowing that it was going to snow and I am off on Tuesday's I would be able to possibly go outside with Kyler to play in the snow while Kynnedy was napping (with monitor in tow). Nope Kynnedy started running a fever again! WTH? Anyways, call the doctor asked them if something else could be given to her or something she sounded, looked and felt like crap, my poor baby girl! Nope tell me that it is bad out and they are sorry, but she should be taken to the nearest emergency room by tonight! Great that is just lovely! So crying and all upset, I make my poor husband leave work to drive home in all the snow to come get us to turn around and drive back in it to take us to the hospital. We get there they do x-rays, and want to draw blood to do test, swab her for flu and rsv. I'm already upset for the thought of just having to take her to the hospital. X-rays go good, the swabs pissed her off big time. The blood work yeah GREAT, LOVELY the couldn't find a vein in her arms, hands, legs, feet. They stuck her 2 times in her feet. Then decide to get the doctor to see what to do (cause he wants to give her fluid for a urine sample and antibiotics thru an iv). He comes in and asks if he could try a vein on her head! WTH? What am I suppose to tell him no if they can't get any other vein to try and see what is wrong with my baby? So he freaking pokes her 3 times, finally gets it enough to draw blood, but isn't good enough to use for an iv. While wanting to pick my baby up off the bed the whole time cause she is screaming bloody murder, and being papoosed in so she wouldn't move enough. I liked to died, crying nurses asking me if I was okay. Thinking that I had been trhu this with Kyler I would be able to handle myself. While dad is trying to entertain Kyler! Great now what, we are keepers right? God bless Kyler for being so good the whole time! So decide after poking the poor girl 5 times to just give her an antibiotic shot in her leg! No daycare for 2 days and follow up with the doctor on Thursday! If her doctor releases her for daycare she can return on Friday. For the mention we get home at 11 p.m. last night. My baby girl slept thru the night, first time in I think a month. I woke up and felt like a new person! She is sitting on the floor playing toys all by herself!
So I don't feel so stressed out and the only thing different is that my baby girl is feeling better! And my husband went grocery shopping with me! HA!

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Kynnedy Is Growing Up To Fast

So my baby girl is 7 months old and is teething like crazy (which doesn't have any teeth yet), and not so bad crabby, which I don't remember Kyler teething like her!
Since she got her 6 month shots she hasn't been the happiest baby girl, but still cute as can be so that make things all better!
Last night I'm sitting on the floor with her while we were watching TV letting her play with one of her toys and noticed that she was trying to pull up on it and getting on her knees them sitting back down. Which she hasn't mastered going from laying down to sitting up yet. Didn't think anything of it, was like little girl your not old enough to do that! (Which she is, but mom don't want her too!) :)
So last night I sat her up in her crib, not thinking anything of it, Billy is standing there talking to her and she is smiling and of course saying "Dad" the whole time! And he goes Amanda you need to come here, I was like what is going on? He was like just come here. Kynnedy pulled herself up on the side of the crib and was standing there with this big smile and blowing raspberries like crazy!
It was the funniest and cutest thing ever it was like she was just showing off telling us she is a big girl and can do these things already!
So my little girl is growing up to fast for mom. I guess knowing that I can never have anymore kids, doesn't help any and noticed myself getting depressed about it at times, even though I know I don't want anymore I guess just the thought knowing I can't really is depressing.
Not complaining, I have 2 beautiful healthy babies and that is all I could ask for!

Kyler - Kidney Stones - Part 1

So it begins, Kyler went and saw the pediatric urologist at Cardinal Glennon Tuesday. As our appointment was at 10:15 a.m. and didn't get into the room to be seen till 10:45. Sitting there and wondering at 11:20 a.m. if they forgot we were in there. Oh no they decided they all wanted to see Obama become president. What the heck you know if I knew we were going to sit in this room for that long by myself trying to entertain a 7 month old and a 4 year old, I wanted to go see also! Besides the point!
Anyways, he doesn't want to do more harm to Kyler so is deciding to not go at this kidney stone thing aggressive. He did give me some options of how to do it, but the water shock he is to small to do and the other option is using a stint (which dad already said no!). Other option is using a scope and getting one out so we can get it sent off to see why he is having kidney stones.
If we can get one, we can get it sent off and see what it is made of and probably be able to do something about them were he may not get anymore or at least limit the number he has since he has numerous in the right and left kidney and one that is 2 mm being the largest one and not thinking he is going to pass it since it is at the bottom corner of his kidney were it would have to come all the way up to come out. He said he doesn't think it will pass. He seemed to be interested in getting this one for the sample one.
This is something that is inherited from Billy and also something Kyler is going to have to live with for the rest of his life, with every stone he gets he has a 75% chance of getting them again.
So my poor baby boy has kidney stones and I always have that in the back of my head to wonder if I'm going to get a call from daycare or be with him and him roll around screaming bloody murder cause he is passing one and know there is nothing I can do for him, but call an ambulance and take him to the hospital. How is a mom to have an ambulance come get your baby boy and me to follow? Something I really don't care to think about and hopefully never have to experience! God only let them pass when he is at home with me!

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Mommy Time







Don't get much pictures of me and Kynnedy unless I take them myself! Not complaining at least a couple turned out cute!

Friday, January 16, 2009

The Love Kyler Has For Kynnedy!







Even though Kyler doesn't let Kynnedy touch or even play with him much, when he does it is the cutiest thing ever! He makes her laugh and she can't stop.

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Kynnedy's 6 Month Pictures
















My baby has learned so much this month, learned how to sit up, and even say her first word, go figure dad! What is up with that? Dad is never home, nor does anyone say dad, everyone has been telling her mom! Guess I shouldn't of thought since Kyler said mom and she would too! Oh well it is still too cute!

Saturday, January 3, 2009

I Got To Scrapbook On New Years Day




I was so excited, Billy helped watch the kids so I could print some pictures and start on Kynnedy's scrapbook that I started before she was born! I felt like I accomplished something. Now I'm pumped and ready to scrapbook some more!






Thursday, January 1, 2009

Guess What I Learned On Christmas Eve

Not only was it my Frist Christmas, but I learned how to sit up on my own!

Guitar Hero


My little Guitar Hero buddy. He won't ever play with me cause mom is addicted to Guitar Hero (yeah never in the world did I think I would play Guitar Hero probably like I never thought I would play Wii Fit)! He was so cute he was in his own little world just jamming out on New Years Eve at our friends house! So I try and get him to play it with me today and he says he doesn't want to play it cause he doesn't like that game!